try so hard

you know, 

i try so hard to be patient,

Try so hard to be calm. 

Try so hard to think positive,

Try so hard to forget your fault

Try so hard to forgive 

BUT

Why you always make me cry
Why you always ignored me
Why is so hard for you to apologize? 

please don't break my heart over and over again. 

its SUCKS you know. 

its hurts and i fuckin hate this part.

 THANK YOU then im leaving you for a while

 GO away

i hate you NOW
 i love the OLD you

please come back
i need you here ;(